It’s when trying your hardest is not good enough

The heartache of being heart broken,

not even counting the emotional stuff

it’s a psychological bluff

The mind thinks the darnedest things,

expands them and gives no inclination,

How to deal with your dreams

Now are nitemares

Dimensional process of elimination,

Tension will strangle your lymph nodes,

Blood shoot the eyes

Bleed the liver from living,

Earths season rotation from giving,

right back what you put in take out,

create the circle,

from a spider web string dangle,

No myth build up pressure then explode,

Pieces of atoms matter when they splatter every direction,

Crossing intersections,

leftovers all spread over,

Little dots in the strangest of spots,

On the back of a sign in complete opposite of inertia.

Subtle will hurt ya!

It was like a double sided diamond back hatchback championship

was shipped back to back off a conveyor belt felt like a message relayer 

Tune into the eclipse that loom over shaded solar while the curtain

constructs shadows lunar polar opposite forgo all preconceived notions

You need sacred healing potions perfumed with persona that propels

forward in the negative world I fight to protest.  So reality is like a

constant struggle filled with fear vows that are endeared

We have cleared the immediate images besides TV

Those overdue it misconstrue the sense of LIFE

The thick air you want to cut; can’t slice.

The evening sky highlights the day 

exactly in the same high points

Connect the dots love the circles that are not round

Even close or around

The town takes away the atmosphere as it drowns

To the point you can’t come up

Never wanted to go down

Stay even keeled

Ripe too early to be peeled

The common sense gets layered out dialed in

Dog piled to a slight tin Shiny off sun 

Pot jagged edge mirroring reflections

Razor file laser style such a fine sharp

Can hurt you if you do not respect it

Infrared beacon spotlight the vicinity

Befriend the deacon for the parking lot pimping he speaking

the trinity.   Three lumen L.E.D. 

Fairy tales of your pixie dust

Dusting the crisp rims of the pales from rust

The suns must come back to one Eco system

While we listen to the wind and glisten the edge

of this here cliff

This thumb is a symbol for lift

Need rides away from tsunami tides

The hows and whys

Too many questions

not enough intervention

The splinter gets pulled slowly

Sliced dully

Folly on the sight mindful

in the creeping light 

It runs in the family to be dope as all hell

Oh well a couple of bad decisions and you could be a witnessing

The stressing I’m suggesting

Life Liberty twisters of my titty

Nipples give thrills to guys and

sore up the female gender

Do not exit in the enter

We better than bad more likely the most amazing you never

knew of my story is sad.

Watch what you tell yourself.

I have wasted life

not lived

while looking into a mirror talking to self

seeing a pulse pulsate in the vein of my wrist

Attack of the haunted furniture

acquired at a thrift store for almost free

Liberty is as “It’s gonna get you”

Protect your mind 

Defend thy soul

The ideas in your head are not from your head

rather someone elses ideas pumped into your skull

via their big money outlets

Victim of circumstance standing in the middle 

of pi not one you eat circumfrence

Those potatoes styles, Sir come from France

It twas the odds that made even

the engrossing factors

made you believe them

You didn’t even know you believed in

The ending 

All you existed was the starting and current

at the moment anything else is past tense

yet your tensed constantly

irrevocably taken to the a non-livable location

salutation with the exonerated

Have some substance to the liquidity 

verbs get dragged behind moving vehicles

It’s just a sound no print so you can’t see it even when 

you squint

I stare at the sun

Expecting one day a change

If you top of the food chain

you fight to keep how it is;

how it is.

We have a right to be the bleep on the radar

The exhausted asleep at the bar

Assumptions get the rattled thought to electrify

Keep away from fenced force it may take your life

Don’t Die.

Meditate to medicate

and to this date

Have not found thy fate

Mystic seeking awareness

Being or being two different entities

Intertwined

The mind is find now go seek

Located the dislocated realm of reality

Religion is repetitive

over and over love the warmth as you

are bitter because colder

The motor never ends gasoline is the enemy my friend

Success is your money

Success to me is how funny

you can laugh at the planet that goes around you not the sun

We are together as one

Yet you think you are so important

Let us love and be generous

Found out the meaning

Genius.

Property is a conversation that two must agree upon unless of course there is a title or bill but if not you have to believe what you are told.  If not its only a object and it can be taken by anyone whom doesn’t believe or care for the statement I own that.

Just got ready and while eating Breakfast got some food on my pants and stained them.

Changed pants and while changing pants I accidentally leave my wallet with ID in stained pants.

My ride is out front in their Car waiting for me honking the horn.

I run out of the front door and forget ID but I have my money clip.

Car drops me off at the Bus stop.

I take the bus to where my bike is locked up and parked.

Bike to a large grassy knoll.

Climb front of knoll and run down the back.

Get to the bottom out of energy begin to crawl.

Revived, crawl turns to walk. 

Walk to the skateboard left out front of a garbage dumpster.

Skate to the train.  Hop on train to the location where ID is needed.

Arrive and realize I don’t have my ID.

Take the train to my skateboard and skate back to the garbage dumpster.

Walk until tired and crawl.  Run up the back of the grassy knoll.

Climb down the front.  Ride the bike back to the bus.  Ride the bus and hitch hike home. 

Go directly to my stained pants and find wallet and ID.

Same horn is honking out front.

Round 2.

Kaleidoscope

You get sucked out your Head

Zombie body acting like Godly

You ugly like Machete

I’m cutting you up into little pieces of confetti

Mario Andretti attack rapid,

While you worship your

Burnt look acid

Too bad you’ve mastered

Bestest in the Westest

You’re horrible and no one

Protested, I confess this

If I knew it was amateur  night

I wouldn’t have shown up to war

You so untight.

Isolated
Different from the rest
No rest for the uncomfortable
Can you wake the living dead
The loud deaf
We ill like water in your lungs
Contagious as a screwball
in a catchers mitt
Up in the outside
hours per mile
File rapidly out of style

Lust is the disgust
At least you taught trust
They pour water on any spark
whichever is close to content
But wave air to grow anything that depress
Take more life out of chest
Fill the canals with negativity
On some sinister conquest
I puff life into the almost dead
Barely living still have pulse
Those energetic extras help life on planet
All the destructive ways puts a wrench in
The engine of how they planned it
One thing can change the future
being forth
adaptive; qualities that make thee
past —— PAST

The world is so much larger than the bubble a size of

Sedan you command wielding an air wand

That demands respect

Pronouncing itself audibly announcing

that what you thought and assumed to be victory

Would need to undoubtedly be denounced.

A hypothetical contract has been broken

and this conversation  and that handshake

is the Lawyer

The dotted line signed in agreement with these terms

slides high sideways on the illest of berms

Man made by a family man

Trying to support some little people that

look identical

Writing like its some close before a bath

lose this article.

Ply by the 10 high

the lower 40 something

Mid Dirty Thirty

The wizardry of offset

Onslaught got bought

Who sold it to someone with no soul

your life as they want it is now in

their full control

Yet you don’t mind

pay it no attention

Take like you can’t

Breathe heavily as if pant

In short pants

The Temperature is photogenic

The aperture opens wide shut letting the light

Out the spectrum

Into the abyss you as bright as your brain

Reign in the power you constrain

Bop the airplane underbelly

You opened up in the cargo

Thought you could handle it but look how far the art go

Deeper than shovel and spade into the dirt

We are the serenade of sounds so low

The choir high pitch

Found loyalty in the appreciation

In your own mirrored image infatuation

I am the lighthearted you should try it out

instead of you and these abandonment issues

since now you have darted.

Must of been the footprints that swept themselves away with each step

Tip Toe on old creaky wooden floors

Has you thinking one way when its actually a different agenda

So good at it the planks make not one sound

Sneaky in sneakers - Collar up - Glasses on - Gloves on young

You up to no damn good

Putting up with way more than most man wood

Can I see your phone real quick?  Delete * Delete * Sure here you go.

Through the exit when you enter when you know I wouldn’t think anything

different if you came in the Entrance.

Why you always emptying the recycle bin?  Like you got something to hide

Like you pretended to care to be a potential bride

Noway lady you must be on dust cause you make psychedelic attempts towards

decisions.  Inside of tiny incisions.  These incisions make your intentions

unnoticeable abhor the demons you have unlocked scratching my flesh from

that dimension.  

We got watches we fencing. 

Loc’ing up power tripping to make you be flinching.  

My mission to expose your kind

causing a compression wave that makes you kind.